Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label personal. Show all posts

Saturday, June 2, 2012


SEA FEVER

I must go down to the seas again, to the lonely sea and the sky,

And all I ask is a tall ship and a star to steer her by,
And the wheel's kick and the wind's song and the white sail's shaking,
And a grey mist on the sea's face, and a grey dawn breaking.

I must go down to the seas again, for the call of the running tide
Is a wild call and a clear call that may not be denied;
And all I ask is a windy day with the white clouds flying,
And the flung spray and the blown spume, and the sea-gulls crying.

I must go down to the seas again, to the vagrant gypsy life,
To the gull's way and the whale's way, where the wind's like a whetted knife;
And all I ask is a merry yarn from a laughing fellow-rover,
And quiet sleep and a sweet dream when the long trick's over.

–John Masefield



This will always be my favorite poem, no matter what. My father would always say this poem when we went surfing together early in the summer morning.

 It triggers the happiest times in my life.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Todays thoughts and inspirations


So I came along this image on tumblr.com earlier and it really got me thinking. Lately I have been very worrisome about the future because my dreams do scare me. I got a sense of relief seeing this because I was kind of thinking that my dreams in life were too wild.

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Today my astrology app from facebook kinda connected to that in a similar way:

Cancer:

Tenacity is one of your finest qualities, but it's also important to recognize when to let go. You can't fully control this situation, and if you let it unfold organically, you'll begin to see its singular beauty.
  • Compatibility: Gemini
  • Mood: Relieved
  • Lucky Color: Spring Green
  • Lucky Number: 76
  • Lucky Time of Day: 5am


I was sort of attracted to the idea of this person in my head and I just decided that it's a waste of my time. I torture myself looking through photos of someone I would probably have a chance with. So I kind of just ended it in my mind and I do feel relieved.

I feel like a friendship with someone I've been close to may be ending, but I'm unsure. I just don't feel right about certain things. Have I been pretending? As my horoscope said, I'm going to let things unfold on their own, I'm not going to worry about it.

I can't think of many geminis in my life other than my sister. She's in spain though and I really miss her. I worry about her a lot.

Todays lucky color!
Too bad I wasn't up today at 5am, but at least I was getting some rest, which I got a decent amount of last night finally.


Last night I tried to spend less time on the computer, not coming on after dinner, which was a pretty good idea because being on the computer right before bed stimulates you.

So there you have it. My random life rants.

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These are a bunch of cool men's style that I found on Tumblr that really inspire me.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Sleep


Going to try to get a solid 5 hours tonight if I'm lucky.

Why am I like this?







"But there's no release, no peace
I toss and turn without cease
Like a curse, open my eyes and rise like yeast"